Reconstructing Reality (prelude)

It’s been twenty long senseless years since I have been existed in the face of this planet, and just to think how long twenty years is, at least by now I should have erudite and accomplished something, anything! But look where I ‘am now, a lady who is still stuck in her ten year old form of reasoning and thinking, still budding her self up in those illusive thoughts and dreams, that someday those characters from my super-mega-duper-ultimate and most wanted animes would come out from the screen, becomes real and hang out with me… forever. I have been dumb-lock in that illusive idealism and realm were in everything is a made up of illusions and reveries.
For twenty long years of existence (twenty years four months and twenty two days to be more exact), I have done nothing! Nothing but to fool around and to play child in every single and important circumstance that passes my life.
Could you imagine how awful that is??!!

~ But these past few weeks, I have learned and realized one valuable and fruitful lesson (perhaps).